I think, what hurts more a man (a woman) is being emotionally betrayed, emotionally hurt, when thinking our loved ones "loved" another and not us.
Those days children were not their parents and, today, the thing is the same but, according to my own life, what hurt me is (was) I loved a person who was loving another (not solely me).
I feel pity when I know of those who loved their children and, any moment, they knew those they loved, were not their biological children, because their adulterous woman had intercourses with other men. That´s sad! Horrid! I would say, because in my process of divorce, I had the chance to know my ex-wife deeper and, certain day, I found out torn letters she wrote to her lover, and i read the things she did, the things she felt and I knew I wasn´t loved the way that adulterous man was loved by my ex wife so, what hurt me, it was being jelous of another man, who probably gave my ex-wife what i wasn´t willing to give or, what I didn´t know what to give. It was jealousy! i could have loved her better, both emotionally and physically, but i married her wothout real love (that was my fault).
Each time I read Ezekiel 23, when he mentioned Ahola and Aholiba, I surely knew what GOD felt so, those are two "examples" of spiritualized prostitution; because men and women had endangered (indulged) in those sins alike.
Those days children were not their parents and, today, the thing is the same but, according to my own life, what hurt me is (was) I loved a person who was loving another (not solely me).
I feel pity when I know of those who loved their children and, any moment, they knew those they loved, were not their biological children, because their adulterous woman had intercourses with other men. That´s sad! Horrid! I would say, because in my process of divorce, I had the chance to know my ex-wife deeper and, certain day, I found out torn letters she wrote to her lover, and i read the things she did, the things she felt and I knew I wasn´t loved the way that adulterous man was loved by my ex wife so, what hurt me, it was being jelous of another man, who probably gave my ex-wife what i wasn´t willing to give or, what I didn´t know what to give. It was jealousy! i could have loved her better, both emotionally and physically, but i married her wothout real love (that was my fault).
Each time I read Ezekiel 23, when he mentioned Ahola and Aholiba, I surely knew what GOD felt so, those are two "examples" of spiritualized prostitution; because men and women had endangered (indulged) in those sins alike.
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