When I first came upon this theological controversy many years ago, I had wished I dident, because of all the questions it posed, and the research I was going to have to do to set my mind at ease... I very much embrace the early saints like Polycarp and that generation because they we all being killed for they Faith at that time, and to me, any man willing to die for Christ has the Truth in Him. Not many of us these days, at least in my country, will get put to that test, to see just where their Faith really lies...Id like to think we would all die for Him...After spending much time in the theology of all this, I then had to turn to my heart to see what it felt about all this...(and address my mind also)...My mind tells me if I spend to much time intellectually trying to work this out it would lead me down a dark rabbit hole with no end in sight, and my heart tells me to just Trust Christ, and all will be shown to us in Gods time...
Ill paraphrase a post I came across a few days ago that I thought was beautiful, and it went something like this...Im human, and Im a child of God..." "Me", I have a body, "me" I have a soul, and "me" I have God's Holy Spirit working inside me...All these things are "me", body, mind, Spirit".... so, for me this makes good sense. If my existence works in these dimensions all at the same time, then, its kind of hard for me to think the same cant be said for the Gods existence who made me...
The trinity can be either viewed as a 300AD'ish religious struggle of man seeking to control mans Faith paradigms, or a healthy view on the matter, all dispensed within Gods sovereignty...For me, I pray every day, in the Name of the Father,The Son, and The Holy Ghost. (My Church of choice right now is Calvary Church, a Bible bases church here in California, just to be fair in stating the stream of water I drink from at this time)...No human man raises the dead, heals the sick, or changes the world the way Christ did without reflecting Deity in its fullness...So for all intents and purposes, you could call me a man that sees God in terms of the Trinity, but as a man, I know I have a very limited capacity to see God in Full, so I have to step back and force myself to be Humble, because God shows me things only when Im in that state, which is not to often, but it dose happen now and then...lol...This subject has been battled over since 310AD, Debates will most likely go on for many more years to come. My favorite verse is 1 Cor/13, we can all only see in part...
For me ...The bible is the Word, and Doctrine will always take a back seat to it, but thats just me, so please dont view my statement as a call to arms. If Doctrine is a larger foundation for you, so be it, but I get all I need from the Scriptures, and the writings that have been inked by men on their knees since childhood,(monks), and die wrapped in the Love of Christ ... For Me...Interpretations (theology) is just mans best efforts to explain what God has already explained to us in Scripture. And its a powerful tool, but as all tools go, it can be used to build, or to tare down, and we have hundreds of years of history to look back at to see just how that can work...I firmly believe the road to God is through His Son...And not having the temperament for debate, I tend to find other avenues to minister through, but I have to say being new to all this, its been a very interesting week entering into this internet communication...God Bless, and be kind... Peace.