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I think then that you can appreciate this, Willie-T.
Last week I was "volunteered" by my new church to do a scripture memorization in front of the congregation for this morning. I was rather nervous as #1: I'm not very familiar yet with the folks there #2. I'm not the most gifted speaker #3. I'm quite introverted and don't like being the center of attention. In short, my heart was willing but my flesh was weak.
So this morning my hands were sweaty and my heart was beating a little faster before church service and I began to pray for the Lord to help me. I started to get myself psyched up and gave myself a pep talk and grew quite confident.
But when I realized what I was doing, that I was trying to accomplish something in my own strength, I had a change of heart. "Lord, I need You! I want You to do this thing through me in spite of my fear. I don't wanna be strong, I want YOU to be strong! I want You to be glorified in my weakness!!!"
Guess what? I couldn't stop the joy in my heart from gushing over as I walked up to the front of the church with sweaty palms & butterflies in my stomach and my heart racing. I stood in front of the mic and looked out and saw only my son's face smiling over the sea of other faces. And I joyfully submitted to the Holy Spirit as He helped me to quote a scripture from the book of Isaiah to the church.
What joy to know that Jesus accomplished His will through me and how faithful He proves Himself to me. I'm so glad I could never tell that story and say that I obeyed. The truth it, Jesus glorified Himself and was strong in my weakness. What I could not do, the Lord did through me.
Hallelujah! \/
Last week I was "volunteered" by my new church to do a scripture memorization in front of the congregation for this morning. I was rather nervous as #1: I'm not very familiar yet with the folks there #2. I'm not the most gifted speaker #3. I'm quite introverted and don't like being the center of attention. In short, my heart was willing but my flesh was weak.
So this morning my hands were sweaty and my heart was beating a little faster before church service and I began to pray for the Lord to help me. I started to get myself psyched up and gave myself a pep talk and grew quite confident.
But when I realized what I was doing, that I was trying to accomplish something in my own strength, I had a change of heart. "Lord, I need You! I want You to do this thing through me in spite of my fear. I don't wanna be strong, I want YOU to be strong! I want You to be glorified in my weakness!!!"
Guess what? I couldn't stop the joy in my heart from gushing over as I walked up to the front of the church with sweaty palms & butterflies in my stomach and my heart racing. I stood in front of the mic and looked out and saw only my son's face smiling over the sea of other faces. And I joyfully submitted to the Holy Spirit as He helped me to quote a scripture from the book of Isaiah to the church.
What joy to know that Jesus accomplished His will through me and how faithful He proves Himself to me. I'm so glad I could never tell that story and say that I obeyed. The truth it, Jesus glorified Himself and was strong in my weakness. What I could not do, the Lord did through me.
Hallelujah! \/