Utah - I've always thought God hears the prayers that are honest and real - what you really think. Not because of pure, Christian words.
Some will never understand this, but things drastically changed for me the day I went alone in a church and cried and yelled, "I hate you God". Afterwards, I had such a wonderful feeling of God's presence and great peace poured out upon me. Things began to change in so many ways in my life. I had the sense that God was waiting for me to talk real to him. He knows that "hate" was just the best word to describe what was in my heart. And he looked way deeper into my heart than the word coming out of my mouth.
Some will never understand this, but things drastically changed for me the day I went alone in a church and cried and yelled, "I hate you God". Afterwards, I had such a wonderful feeling of God's presence and great peace poured out upon me. Things began to change in so many ways in my life. I had the sense that God was waiting for me to talk real to him. He knows that "hate" was just the best word to describe what was in my heart. And he looked way deeper into my heart than the word coming out of my mouth.