No response to the scriptures, just repetition of mantra. I'm not interested in your MYSTICISM.
You need to address the scriptures.
You didnt muster your own faith.
(Romans 12:3) For I say, through the grace given unto me, to every man that is among you, not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think; but to think soberly, according as God hath dealt to every man the measure of faith.
Read what it is saying, He deals with your measure of faith. He will meet you where you are at in your faith. Not every man has the same faith. Not every man has the faith that Jesus had. God deals with you where you are.
(Hebrews 12:2) Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God.
He is the author and finisher of our faith,. Having faith in Christ is not the same thing as having the faith of Christ, you are supposed to have His faith. You cant be like Him at all unless you have His faith. Your faith will lead you to Him, His faith makes you like Him. Tell me how you came to Christ if first you didnt have faith? It is impossible.
And all who have His Spirit, His faith, and has overcome your own faith, do sit with Him in His throne. Rev 3:22. Pick up that cross and continue where he left off as Jesus said to do says. Takes His fath to do that.
(Ephesians 2:8) For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God:
(Ephesians 2:9) Not of works, lest any man should boast.