You know even with the closest relationship sometimes he does feel a million miles away. I mean he and I share a very intimate bond yet there are times when I feel like he is so out my reach because more than anything I want to be with him face to face, he is here in spirit but even so it isn't the same as face to face is it?
Trust me Blain! You
DON'T wanna see
Him "face to face!" Not in a flesh body, anyway! As it would
most certainly kill ya!
I had an "experience" about 30 some years ago. actually, 2 experiences. The first one was I would call it a "love and proof" kind of event. It was
"AWESOME", yet, in a flesh body? My description of it wouldn't be "fit" for many eyes to read! Let me just say the
feeling of love and light,
FILLED me to the point, that I had
NO NEED of inquiring as to who it was, as their
WAS, NO DOUBT!...AND NO DENYING IT! Afterwards, He told me, that
that? Was just a piece of a fingernail of His
GLORY! So, not even
close, to "face to face." He did tell me: "
Get USED to this! Cuz, I'm comin' in!"
The 2nd experience was
very different! This one, I'd call something like a "
Power and Might" event! This one had my whole body "melted", like some ice cube melted on the floor! Rendering me a quivering blob of protoplasm, in which I could see my heart going "ker thunk, ker thunk", with each beat. And, the only thing that was sticking out in the center of this quivering blob of protoplasm, which was me. This event, although, I can't recall what was said by Him, or I, but, left the impression that
HE is
God?...And?...
I, AIN'T! Something akin to that conversation God has with Job, at the end of the book of. But, with a
CONVICTION, that wasn't included in the book. But, fairly
certain,
had Job penned that book? He would've included it.
For SURE!
There
have been times since, I have caught "glimpses" of Him, well, His "backside", if you will, doin' a "happy dance", cuz He was so pleased with my progress.
So, yeah? I
know God, personally! And He
knows me! I know Jesus personally! And Jesus
knows me as well!
So when someone comes along wanting to know how
they can get to know God
more personally, And
I respond with things that can be done, TO know God more personally? I get called "not a nice person", for my efforts? Paul didn't describe it as being "
Crucified with Christ", because it made him all
"gushy with love" on the inside.