Tintin, I am so sorry that you have had a rough life. I too, have been hit really hard after God revealed a part of his will for my life and I know that it is the enemy trying to discourage me and I ain't gonna let him do that. I agree with you that we have no hope, but in Jesus and we need to continue to trusting him with our life and our futures. By the way I love that scripture
FYI: You always have friends here that will never pass judgement and will listen to you no matter what is going on because you an awesome guy that we are fortunate to have here on CC