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Teresa's darkness, her interior suffering, her lack of sensible consolation, her
spiritual dryness, an apparent absence of God from her life, and, at the
same time, a painful longing for His companionship, was virtually perpetual,
lasting five decades, from 1947 clear up to the very hour of her death in
1997.
At the urging of Henry D'Souza, the Archbishop of Calcutta (a.k.a. Kolkata),
Teresa finally agreed to an exorcism in the final weeks of her life--
performed by Father Rosario Stroscio --if perchance demons were clouding
her mind.
Demons clouding Teresa of Calcutta's mind!? That is certainly not a very
appealing testimonial to her religion's value as a source of light and
consolation of God's sensible presence.
Father Stroscio, 79, said Mother Teresa appeared dazed and behaving
strangely at the time of the exorcism. I also know from another source that
Teresa was nervous about God in her last moments. Ironically, though she
was never really confident a God exists, she feared that if one did exist, it
wouldn't like her, and might be quite disposed to condemn her. Compare
Teresa's end-of-life experience with the apostle Paul's.
● 2Tim 4:6-8 . . I am now ready to be offered, and the time of m
departure is at hand. I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course,
I have kept the faith: henceforth there is laid up for me a crown of
righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous judge, shall give me at that
day: and not to me only, but unto all them also that love his appearing.
Paul's mind certainly wasn't clouded, nor was he dazed and behaving
strangely, nor was he in doubt about the existence of God, nor was he
nervous that if a God did exist, it might not like him; and possibly quite
disposed to condemn him. No, none of that because that is just simply not
the way New Testament Christianity works.
● Php 4:6-9 . .Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by
prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And
the peace of God, which is beyond the intellect, will guard your hearts and
your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is
noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is
admirable-- if anything is excellent or praiseworthy --think about such
things. Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in
me-- put it into practice; and the God of peace will be with you.
Why did Teresa suffer with anxiety, with darkness, with interior suffering,
with a lack of sensible consolation, with spiritual dryness, with an apparent
absence of God from her life, with fear of the unknown, and, at the same
time, with a painful longing for God? Why wasn't the peace of God, and the
God of peace, with the most pious nun the twentieth century ever produced?
Duh. Because she failed to put into practice whatever it was that the
Christians at Philippi learned, received, and heard from Paul. Anybody who
knows the Bible can see that.
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