It is not quite like that Newbirth. I have no recollection of deciding not to believe in God.
The first doubts began when I was about ten. When I was about 12 a classmate announced he did not believe in God. I was stunned that anyone would say such a thing out loud. The thing is I didn't believe either at the time, but I had never told anyone. In fact this was the first time I'd come across someone other than myself who did not believe in God. The question is, when did I stop believing? I have no recollection of that moment. Many atheists report that they simply realized one day that they no longer believe. They didn’t actually make a conscious decision not to believe. I think that is what happened with me.
Christians often make the claim that atheists choose not to believe in God. I think this shows that most simply don’t understand the actual process of how a belief is lost. You might be able to remember the actual moment you discovered there was no Santa Claus, but losing belief in God is different. It happens gradually. I don’t know that for most atheists there is an actual “Aha!” moment.
that is a poor excuse....if the information was given to you then you have a choice...if it was not then you have no choice...for someone to say I don't believe in God ...means they must have heard about God....whether the information is true or not the individual is making the choice to believe or not to believe...the fact is I do not think you ever stopped believing...else you would not be on a forum like this...you still have unanswered questions...and by choice you scrutinise and reject information that do not meet your approval...it is people like you who make the "better believers" because when you are convinced of God there is no doubt in your mind He is real...
here is what scripture says....
[SUP]21 [/SUP]Because that, when they knew God, they glorified him not as God, neither were thankful; but became vain in their imaginations, and their foolish heart was darkened.
[SUP]22 [/SUP]Professing themselves to be wise, they became fools,
[SUP]23 [/SUP]And changed the glory of the uncorruptible God into an image made like to corruptible man, and to birds, and fourfooted beasts, and creeping things.
[SUP]24 [/SUP]Wherefore God also gave them up to uncleanness through the lusts of their own hearts, to dishonour their own bodies between themselves:
[SUP]25 [/SUP]Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshipped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. Amen.
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For this cause God gave them up unto vile affections: for even their women did change the natural use into that which is against nature:
[SUP]27 [/SUP]And likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust one toward another; men with men working that which is unseemly, and receiving in themselves that recompence of their error which was meet.
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And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient;
[SUP]29 [/SUP]Being filled with all unrighteousness, fornication, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, debate, deceit, malignity; whisperers,
[SUP]30 [/SUP]Backbiters, haters of God, despiteful, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents,
[SUP]31 [/SUP]Without understanding, covenantbreakers, without natural affection, implacable, unmerciful:
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Who knowing the judgment of God, that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same, but have pleasure in them that do them.