Don't you sometimes know it is not God's will for you when you receive no "signs following" or confirmation? Having so many years in hospice work, I saw many faith-filled people who actually believed they would be healed while on earth, only to have their symptoms get worse. It made me wonder if when we see no confirmations, we should be changing our prayers.
Could we be praying amiss? To those people who would not let go of their claim to earthly healing, they could have been praying entirely differently - like in the direction of how to prepare for their death emotionally, and how they could best minister to their families during that time.
Before my work, I was one that took God completely at His word for health - and would say that I still lean that way - but life happens and it sort of balances you a little. People do die, and even the best of Christians have lingering illnesses where they can then experience the reality of God's strength overcoming weakness - when all of a sudden health is not the important thing. When they are given the grace to endure and knows it's power.
For years, I prayed for my very high cholesterol to be brought down when I could not take the drugs. Nothing happened and I really believed in perfect healing for that. Had total faith. Nothing happened. Then one day, I felt the Lord directing me to pray differently. To pray that my arteries would be able to handle that high level. Well.... that was 40 years ago, and I"m still way over what I should be, but I'm still living. And very healthily. Made me wonder if the Lord wanted me to see that we could live a long life with various illnesses without healing them. That we are sometimes praying away the diagnosis when it should not be that important?
I have other things for which I am waiting on healing, but no confirmations yet. So, now I pray for strength and health to do what He purposes me to do with my life.
I don't have the answers - just wondering.... Maybe it just isn't that simple.
Could we be praying amiss? To those people who would not let go of their claim to earthly healing, they could have been praying entirely differently - like in the direction of how to prepare for their death emotionally, and how they could best minister to their families during that time.
Before my work, I was one that took God completely at His word for health - and would say that I still lean that way - but life happens and it sort of balances you a little. People do die, and even the best of Christians have lingering illnesses where they can then experience the reality of God's strength overcoming weakness - when all of a sudden health is not the important thing. When they are given the grace to endure and knows it's power.
For years, I prayed for my very high cholesterol to be brought down when I could not take the drugs. Nothing happened and I really believed in perfect healing for that. Had total faith. Nothing happened. Then one day, I felt the Lord directing me to pray differently. To pray that my arteries would be able to handle that high level. Well.... that was 40 years ago, and I"m still way over what I should be, but I'm still living. And very healthily. Made me wonder if the Lord wanted me to see that we could live a long life with various illnesses without healing them. That we are sometimes praying away the diagnosis when it should not be that important?
I have other things for which I am waiting on healing, but no confirmations yet. So, now I pray for strength and health to do what He purposes me to do with my life.
I don't have the answers - just wondering.... Maybe it just isn't that simple.