Being a habitual sinner is a terrible experience, but when eyes are open to see the truth, it's a humbling experience. I feel blessed to know the truth about our Lord Jesus Christ at my age. Imagining all the things I went through and done, and bearing the consequences that resulted from my own sins, I feel privileged to see another light of the day. However, my fear is to go back to my old deeds because I know my situation will the worse than my past because now I know the truth about the Gospel. Am I vague? I hope not!