Lord
flatline braindamage solitude poverty pathetic disgusting existence i am languishing in hobbling along blindly. Christ only You are the Answer.
left holed up inside the isolated darkness inhaling this toxic miasma i die slowly statuesque numb with no verve no vibe no life no purpose
please tell me the world isnt governed by chance. I want my life to be part of your plan. I need a plan from you God. I have none of my own. I wish to follow u.
heal this pernicious damage that blackens my spirit depraves me beats me down saps me dry i feel braindamaged and pointless mother is sick to death of me i feel like garbage i look like garbage i feel destined to permanent solitude i fear being homeless i am pathetic Lord cleanse me LET THERE BE LIGHT break the laws of reality flood me with your spirit awesome Almighty i humble myself i am prostrate hemorrhaging half-dead murdered from within depression loneliness unemployment devour me im rotting O Lord please send me your Hope godwink whisper to me signal me tell me the universe isnt blind randomness and chance may I have life abundantly? am i unlovable garbage? do i have a purpose? what is yours for me? I AM READY TO TAKE UP THE TORCH LEAD ME WHEREVER YOU WILL LORD. Guide me out of the smothering insufferable darkness
flatline braindamage solitude poverty pathetic disgusting existence i am languishing in hobbling along blindly. Christ only You are the Answer.
left holed up inside the isolated darkness inhaling this toxic miasma i die slowly statuesque numb with no verve no vibe no life no purpose
please tell me the world isnt governed by chance. I want my life to be part of your plan. I need a plan from you God. I have none of my own. I wish to follow u.
heal this pernicious damage that blackens my spirit depraves me beats me down saps me dry i feel braindamaged and pointless mother is sick to death of me i feel like garbage i look like garbage i feel destined to permanent solitude i fear being homeless i am pathetic Lord cleanse me LET THERE BE LIGHT break the laws of reality flood me with your spirit awesome Almighty i humble myself i am prostrate hemorrhaging half-dead murdered from within depression loneliness unemployment devour me im rotting O Lord please send me your Hope godwink whisper to me signal me tell me the universe isnt blind randomness and chance may I have life abundantly? am i unlovable garbage? do i have a purpose? what is yours for me? I AM READY TO TAKE UP THE TORCH LEAD ME WHEREVER YOU WILL LORD. Guide me out of the smothering insufferable darkness