Pregnant:
if your critical ability to stay alive is an issue, sit with your pastor and doctor and have them tell you straight to your face your options. otherwise, if the act of sex which you know good and well is the best direct course to producing a human being is just exactly what happens, then you are going to have a child. i suggestion you look up the words clinical abortion, view some of the radical right-wing (it's prejudiced, horribly one-sided, graphically disgusting, but mostly factual) video, and sit down with some teenaged and adult people that are "oopses" and "rape-babies". many of them are muchly loved, and part of happy family environments, and wistfully glad their parents weren´t "Baby killers". (my words)
i have an adorable doll of a great granddaughter today, because my raped daughter trusted our faith 32 years ago.