My marriage is in trouble. I have made some mistakes the last few years in our marriage and I ask for forgiveness everyday. I still struggle from time to time. I know my wife hurt and angry with me. I also know that I owe her a life time of apologies. I miss my wife. I feel like I have to be her outlet for her anger. Am I right?
You have to sleep in the bed you have made.
Remember though that today is a new day and you can make new decisions and if you be truthful you can then take the action of those decision.
Is there a root of bitterness in you? A root of bitterness is a root of unforgiveness which leads to a bad end.
So there are two things to keep in mind.
1. Don't be bitter when wronged but rather forgive.
2. Do what you know is right from now on.
These two things will lead to a good end.
This is the way of Jesus.