It is all too easy for a complete stranger, such as I, to sit in the comfort of my home, and dish out advice to you. There is simply no way that I can relate to what you are going through. I cannot feel your pain and desperation the same way that you deal with it on a daily basis. Seems like life has thrown you a curve ball. I fail to see any mention of your spiritual side of this issue. We are made of body, spirit and soul. Your body is suffering now...but what of the spirit of GOD that was breathed into us, giving us a living soul? Seems like all the horizontal relationships you are in are suffering too. What about the Vertical relationship between you and JESUS CHRIST? I personally, get rich and comforting spiritual help, forgiveness, strength and so much more from my heavenly Father. With His touch and help..I endure...I trudge on...I boldly proclaim victory over my circumstances, and I have many Supernatural events that will fill a book that I can share with you. Where does this come from? Having a personal relationship with JESUS CHRIST and all HE has to offer. HE is more than a great physician, counselor, comforter, Savior, and Redeemer. HE is a close friend that sticks closer than a brother in time of need and in time of JOY....yes..real deep seated JOY...something that is missing in your life at the moment. You need to make a conscientious choice...invite JESUS into your daily life..as incomplete and shattered as you think it is and let HIM do some rearranging, clearing out and making some huge changes. You cannot do this alone....seek a bible believing congregation...start a daily reading of His WORD (BIBLE) as you can learn and glean insight to grow beyond your present feelings..GOD has a plan for you and you need to discover what it is....plain and simple.
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To the OP, these ladies aren't judging you. Angela asked about child support because BY LAW you ARE entitled to receive it until your son is 18. 
You are having money problems right now, so you should at least look into getting support from your ex. Then you will be able to afford a babysitter and not have to keep canceling appointments with your doctor. In the meantime, do you have ANYONE you could leave your son with while you go to dr's appointments? A friend, relative or neighbor? Every time I am at the doctor's office, I see parents with their small children with them. So it IS possible to take him with you. Just maybe bring some toys, or a couple books for him to read while you talk to the doctor..
You are having money problems right now, so you should at least look into getting support from your ex. Then you will be able to afford a babysitter and not have to keep canceling appointments with your doctor. In the meantime, do you have ANYONE you could leave your son with while you go to dr's appointments? A friend, relative or neighbor? Every time I am at the doctor's office, I see parents with their small children with them. So it IS possible to take him with you. Just maybe bring some toys, or a couple books for him to read while you talk to the doctor..
Im very tired of newbies coming in with attitude and attacking other posters that have been here longer than they have. They dont take time to get to know anyone just come in and start throwing their weight around. People have been gracious to the OP and prayed for her. She posts here and doesn't get the answer she wants and she attacks other posters and is rude. No one judged her,it was in her mind. Seems so many of the new people coming in are just plain rude.