My sister I love the fact that you love the LORD, so I have a question, How much do you love GOD? Do you trust GOD? If your answers are yes and yes then why are you pining over something he has already taking care of. I can't speak on your husbands activities or even his lifestyle neither can anyone else who claims to walk in CHRIST. But what I can say is your marriage is not just physical, you have a spiritual marriage that took place when you accepted CHRIST into your heart, GOD has never abandoned you on any night or left you wanting on any day or longing at any time. Don't doubt the FATHER believe that the kingdom love is for you and that by the stripes of JESUS you are made whole. I believe that GOD knows better then you or I how to make people do the right things. So all you have to do then is wait on GOD and pray for your husband and through your prayers and faithfulness in CHRIST all will be redeemed if that is GODS will for your life. Only he knows what he needs you to do or to be all you have to do is ask the question GOD what do you want from me. Serve HIM well my sister Hugggggggggggz may GOD change that frown upside down.