I am not angry Ma'am atleast not with anyone here. I am angry at some of the issues I stated and had debated on addressing some of the other issues mentioned since then, but I spent the day at work pondering some of what has been said here and have come to the conclusion it would be pointless for me to continue my part of this conversation. I just feel it would only lead to conflict and really that is not what I am here for.
As for my language around my kids I normally do not swear around them that being said the ones who are grown when it came time to light up some tail yes I have. If they seriously messed up yes I am all over them. I am hard, but I am fair.
Do I have a relationship with Jesus. Yes I do. He's my best good friend. If I didn't I wouldn't even be here. Having a harsh tongue IMO doesn't make me any less closer to him or God. I come from a generational military family and the men in my family do not play. I do not play. Not when it comes to kids. Not when it comes to our freedom. My family shed blood for God, country, Soccer Moms, and apple pie and it wasn't for everything to turn around and end up going down the tubes.
No I don't feel any better about it. I hurt for the world. I am empathic or have empathy for the world for lack of a better term. I have seen alot of horrible things in this life both professional and personal. Things people shouldn't have to see. I hurt for this world. I hurt for the people in it. I hurt for the children. If I wasn't striving to be Christ like as you put it then I wouldn't be advocating a message of love and peace. We can strive for it all day, but there is only one Christ. All we can do is be the best we know how to be.
I think you and maybe some others pissed the whole point of what it is I am trying to say. So rather then arguing further I am choosing to step away from this conversation. I didn't come here for that.
Have a blessed day everyone.