Cast all your care upon Jesus for He cares for you
Since you are visiting YouTube, take a look at this
https://youtu.be/Y6Qy0vpNX3I
Jesus bore all what u are going through now on the cross. He nailed it there. As you surrender your all and all to Him, He's is seeing you through
Keep trusting God my broda, He's alive, He reigns. Be encouraged in the Lord!