Surprisingly I do not feel lonely at the present time, but I still want my soulmate. I guess it's kinda like saying I'm not hungry, but I still want chocolate. I have had times in my life that I felt lonely, and I fear having that happen again before I can be with my soulmate. I'm content, but I much prefer spectacular over just ok. I'm happy, but I'd be much happier with him. (sigh) lol
To me there's a difference between feeling lonely and feeling alone. I felt alone my whole life because of not being raised and having to fend for myself. I guess i view alone as needing others on the outside, but that lonely is needing others on the inside. I do have people in my heart, but i can survive on just God emotionally.
