I've heard and have been told that the feeling of loneliness I have every now and then is because of a deeper longing within me to be close to God. Sometimes I just wanna dive in and worship Him and read His word with all of my heart. Other times I feel like its hard. I feel depressed and just wanna curl up under my blanket and sulk. Sometimes I just don't feel like worshipping. Its weird but sulking feels so comfortable to me, I'd rather do it than worship. Am I weird? Is something wrong with me? Does anyone else ever feel like this? Because I know when I do, I think I'm just the worst child of God in the world.