Right now I'm kind of in a down-ish mood. So I'm trying not to think about that and the events leading up to it and I'm trying to think about other things. Such as hopefully a little bit before I move, the bedroom that I'll be moving into at my (future) step mom's place will be cleared out, and then I can paint it and find a nice theme for it. A bedroom for me has always been a sanctuary for me. The place I could call my own.
The room I've been living in for the past year has not been a place I could really call my own. Especially when back in August it got invaded by wasps. I've never truly gotten over that one, because I know if I hadn't decided to listen to God and sleep on the couch that night...things probably wouldn't have fared well for me. Anyways. When I move, unless something drastic happens I'll be there for a few years. I want to be able to have that space for me, and make it my own. It'll have to be something fairly neutral because in the next few years, whenever my sister and I move out, they're going to try to sell that house. Which I'm okay with that, I guess. I'm thinking of finding a flexible room color anyhow.