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This afternoon, my mom is holding a sort of open-house party for my big sister who got married just over a week ago. Since there wasn't a wedding to attend, and she didn't even tell anyone until after she was married, this was the best anyone could do for her.
I...would rather not go. Not because I'm not happy that she is married now (after living with him for four years). Just...it's 30 miles there, in bad weather, with my step-dad driving (I haven't got a car currently). Then I'm stuck until he is ready to take me and my kids back home.
Basically, what I'm saying is that I am being too lazy and making excuses to not have to leave my house today.
And I have to knock it off, because HELLO, this is my sister, and as she will most likely (crossing fingers...) only ever get married once...I should suck it up and go.
Wow...I'm kind of a jerk.
I...would rather not go. Not because I'm not happy that she is married now (after living with him for four years). Just...it's 30 miles there, in bad weather, with my step-dad driving (I haven't got a car currently). Then I'm stuck until he is ready to take me and my kids back home.
Basically, what I'm saying is that I am being too lazy and making excuses to not have to leave my house today.
And I have to knock it off, because HELLO, this is my sister, and as she will most likely (crossing fingers...) only ever get married once...I should suck it up and go.
Wow...I'm kind of a jerk.
I know how you feel, I haven't wanted to go anywhere lately. When my friends invited me out a couple of weeks ago and the one was going to drive, I really hated feeling like I was at the mercy of another driver. I'm not anti social, I don't like staying out late. I couldn't go out to dinner though because I had bronchitis. I am jerk for being glad I had bronchitis and couldn't go out. lol
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I feel like I should be more social with people than I have been. Like I am social but I don't go out of my way to ask people to hang out. In the past 8 months, I've gone out 4 times with friends. I think that sounds bad. I am kind of ashamed of that fact. It's not that I am a loner, no one likes me, nor am I antisocial, I just don't feel like it. It's not depression either. Unless the conversation is deep, 'hanging out' seems so trivial, and I rather be at home, or go out by myself. I don't know if I should force myself to go out with friends regardless of my feelings, or just allow myself to keep doing my own thing. It just feels good to be on my own regardless if that's a bad thing.
Speaking of sugar cookies...I went to Walmart with Mom this morning since we were getting some stuff for my grandma (ah, the advantages of online schooling...), and I needed to get some rice milk, which is in their baking aisle. As I was going over there to get it, I found goat's milk evaporated milk (which I can have in lower amounts, since goat's milk is easier to digest than cow's), along with powdered. Then, I found a gluten-free sugar cookie mix by Betty Crocker. 
There was like, only one or two of them on the shelf. So I was like, "ZOMG O.O" so we got one of those, along with a chocolate chip cookie.
There was like, only one or two of them on the shelf. So I was like, "ZOMG O.O" so we got one of those, along with a chocolate chip cookie. 
