I'm annoyed and very irritable right now. And I really shouldn't be talking when I'm like this because I might say things that I will regret. But, I will say this.
I cannot comprehend the amount of patience Jesus has for me that even though I know how terrible a person I was (and still am, sometimes, though not always!! haha) I still have the nerve to get mad at others. Really, I'm one to talk. At the end of the day it makes me realize even more, that there are still so many things about Jesus that I don't understand.
I'm amazed that He could love these people I hate. And love, not as in superficial or head knowledge kind of love but a love that is tangible, unconditional, not asking for anything in return. I'm more amazed that He could love me still though I can't, for the life of me, love these people that I hate. It will take time but Jesus has proven Himself patient through all these years.
Ahhh, so glad Jesus did die and so I'm here alive and loved.
/rant over