A few thoughts:
I was pretty upset last night. I mean, I washed the dishes and
didn't dance.
It wasn't so much the fact that this particular guy doesn't like me in that way. He's a great guy and who he's interested in is who he's interested in and I shouldn't fret about that. It was just that this is how it goes 100% of the time, and yet every time it starts over, I let myself go there. I just gotta nip it in the bud, in a non-bitter-but-still-open way.
Oh my goodness you people on CC (especially your message, MissCriss) are great. Your messages are very touching, and I treasure them.
Thank you all. Pipp, that's how I feel, and then I had a little bit of a conversation last night with God that went something like this...
Me: I hung out with prettier girls yesterday and I saw who the guys looked at. It was high school all over again. I am not beautiful.
God: And who told you that?
Me: Well...no one said it. I can just tell.
God: And? Do they know you like I do?
Me: Well...no. But-
God:
I am telling you that you are beautiful, loved, precious and My daughter. You don't believe Me? You believe people who don't know you?
So, yeah. It was pretty...direct. Eye-opening.