Things are not okay. I don't even know if I'm going to post this. I tried praying and it took three attempts before I could even formulate a thought. I think my 16 y.o. is suicidal, but she refuses to talk with me about anything that is going on. I've been depressed too, especially within the last week, but nothing like her. I feel powerless and like a failure. Part of me wants to through all this "faith" stuff out the window and seek comfort in worldly things, another part of me wants to hold tight to Jesus, silent as He is at the moment.
I have no idea what I'm going to do.