I am one of those posters, and was put here, by however anyone wants to see it.
Disabled 100%. a year and a half ago. Was not expected to live :Foreigners Gang-green: Cut open spent three weeks in Hospital, died numerous times with numerous surgeries, And lived, don't know how, yet I was willing in tears all the way to either stay or go, and still here I am
I figure maybe and not proudly, or in arrogance, I rather would have gone already, and been welcomed to my new location, free from all stress and worry, no more pain and agony.
So in short it appears God put me here to accomplish a few tasks, and at the rate I am going, I am going to live forever
Had to add a little humor it is good for the soul
So in essence I can't work, been tested by Department of rehabilitation, and it is decided for now I can't work.
Foreigners Gan-green is a disease that kills 93% of the people that ever get it, and many complications come after it if one survives it
Now please do not say you are sorry, when it reality it is a blessing for me in the long run. this is how I see it, not at first, yet now do, and am learning much from it
No matter what I just love God why? Especially since I have not had life easy. As many do not, I know I am not alone
Been shot, stabbed, lung punctured collapsed, beaten, choked to death, was dropped as dead after I turned blue in the face, and lived.
tried to commit suicide took 26 pills and did not die, woke up sick,
And today I now know God does just love me, through all tragedies, What has not killed me only made me grow stronger in my weaknesses to trust god and God only.
This big knowing happened to me at 21, my oldest Brother passed away at 33. The Autopsy found no cause physically for his death. He was found passed away on Campus Crusade for Christ, leaned against a boulder with a bible in his hand, by hikers on Sunday morning.
I had to go there and get his belongings, and talk to the Autopsy people. I went their to San Bernandino, Lak arrowhead at talked to these people, where they told me they could not find a cause physically for his death.
And then afterwards we family that is left, other deaths had already occurred, prior, Dad and Sister. I find out that John's last words to my oldest Sister, still alive, he told her he sees now, after all his life of stressing out, worried over being accepted by God or not, as in he must do this or that, he know sees that God just loves him, and he went to campus crusade and died there
So as I have decided from that point on God is real, I have grown in every tragedy, and stood for Chirs tin all tragedies, knocked down quite a few times, and then came the blogsite
FREED AT LAST. Thank you for your comment, and I got to go know and clean the bathroom
Love to you. and Sis, just bloom wherever you are planted, and relive the stress by that, pray so