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arwen83

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Drove out to a dirt road beside a farmer's field 20 minutes outside of the city. Turned my car off. Sat there is silence, darkness, looking up at the stars and the airplane lights blinking as they pass by. I think I am trying too hard to be someone who I already am. I didn't buy a guitar today cus it's cliche. I write and maybe that's good enough for now. I feel like I am trying to chase rabbits down rabbit-holes, or grasp pieces of papers caught in an updraft. A part of me believes that I know myself very well, another doesn't and tries to seek ways to find identity. I don't want to be a cliche, I don't want to be someone who is trying too hard to prove someone. I want to be different.

My fear is that it has all been done before. That what I contribute doesn't have any significance. That it doesn't touch people. I think I write for other people. Write so I can connect with them. To make them feel what I feel. That is success to me. But I trip over words, and have a hard time trying to communicate what I am trying to get across. People have causes (especially INFPs self-develop through meaningful action, and being a part of something that matters), I think my cause is to move others. To make them feel deeply, reflect and grow. To shake them up from the shallow perverse juvenile society we live in, and truly feel something that fundamentally connects all human beings.
 

SweetShelly35

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I was standing in the park wondering why frisbees got bigger as they get closer. Then it hit me.
 

zeroturbulence

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Feeling the need to tone down the nonsense and start concentrating on my prayer life again.
 

error

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"If you ask what is the single most important key to longevity, I would have to say it is avoiding worry, stress and tension. And if you didn't ask me, I'd still have to say it."

-George F. Burns

It's time to chill out.
[video=youtube;SBqXdJRV1ao]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SBqXdJRV1ao[/video]
 
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Powemm

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A conscious look at the cuddle thread ..To myself I ask ..
is the risk worth it to the spot "reserved for one "? Look at both sides .. Not just one... Then the final view
3 dementional...
Again .. Asking myself, is this look worth the risk of getting banned?


Absolutely!

YouTube
 
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Jullianna

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It was hysterical to see people driving by me sitting in my car trying to eat a grilled cheese sandwich while laughing to the point of tears at someone's "missing rip". :D
 
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iTOREtheSKY

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A sense of destiny eliminates fear.
PERSONAL DESTINY
hmmm...something I seem to lack greatly.
Not sure if I believe the hype.
Accountability unto GOD
Brotherhood unto MAN
Commitment unto WOMAN
Dependency unto CHILDREN
***?????***
Roles in manhood...being a man? What defines my manhood...what should?
I've never felt too macho.
Can't fix a car engine
Not covered in body hair
Not into scratching nether places & drinking beer all day
Would rather watch Iron Chef than Nascar
...need more love,brotherly kindness,virtue,Godliness,knowledge,self control,perseverance!!!!
2 Peter 1:3-11
I feel kinda nauseous & my hands are like ice...am I dying? lol
A little each day. Maybe I should eat something...if I eat now then I won't want dinner,then I'll be hungry at 2am.
I want a cannoli.
 

zeroturbulence

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Mmmmm dark-chocolate-almond Zone bars are tasty. :)

 
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MissCris

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The wind's been blowing at a pretty consistent 25 mph all day. Snow. It's so...gross. The flowers are dead (rip...!! bahaha).

I worried, earlier today, that my spending time on the single's forum is misleading (after rip man sent me a message). But this is where the cool kids hang out, and I like to pretend I'm cool, so I hang out here. So, I stopped worrying about it and ate a cookie instead.


 
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christiancollegegirl

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*hugs* We love you Miss Criss. Thanks for hanging out with us. :)
 

TheAristocat

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Wondering what to do with the car when the baseball-sized hail comes tonight.
 

zeroturbulence

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My knees are finally cooperating! (knock on wood) THank you GOD!! :) I went to church, worked out this afternoon and waxed my car. Topped it all off with a plate of teriyaki chicken from my favorite chinese food place (yea i know teriyaki is japanese :p). Today was a good day :)
 
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Chrissy77

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The house inside is quiet as the rain beats on the windows. The kids sleep completely trusting
God to watch over them and knowing Mom is there if they should wake. What I wouldn't give
to be like a child! It would be wonderful to "let go and let God" take complete control of my life.
Why is it we try so hard to be in control? Obviously as much as I like control, I am not good
at ordering my life the way I think it should go.

Is it time to open my heart to someone? It is amazing how much I have let God take control
in that area of my life. I am no where near as afraid as I was. What is the worst that can
happen? I may realize that it wasn't meant to be and that someone wasn't who they said
they are. I am thinking it is time to finally learn to live!!

The thunder rolls and the lightning streaks across the sky, but here in my heart peace resides.
 
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Relena7

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I sometimes wonder what it would be like to be able to read my cat's mind. I also wonder what nickname he would call me if his thoughts were converted into words. I wonder if it would be a flattering name, lol.
Some guesses of what he'd call me if he could talk:

"Big tall feeder #2"
"Hair girl"
"stompstomp"
"couch blob"
Or just simply...."friend" or "mom":D

Who knows. :p
 
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arwen83

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I feel that there has been a change within me, a shift of focus. And I am afraid. Terrified actually. I don't feel like I have much control. I am afraid of myself and my feelings (if that makes sense). I am looking at the rest of this year much differently than I did last year. I am burnt out from school and need a break. A part of me doesn't know if I will be back. I am scared because I don't trust myself. At this point I don't know if I am running towards something, or running away from it. I honestly don't know. All I do know is that I don't want to be in school anymore. I have been feeling down lately, not depressed, but just sad about things. I am usually able to identify why I feel the way I feel, but with this sadness, it is hard to put my finger on it. I don't understand it. It just lingers.
 

rachelsedge

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This is going to be redundant/self-defeating, but...

Why do I ask so many questions? (See? Self-defeating :p )

I like being curious, but sometimes I wish I could just let things go, to let things be. To not ask so much, to not wonder so much, and to just let things work out as they will.
 
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Powemm

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In bed looking at my ceiling .. I wonder what it would be like to go on a train ride.., silly I haven't done that before .. There's an Amtrak station in town.. would be fun to grab a back pack ,throw some books in , my camera and just do it !
Hmmm there's several
Stops through towns .. Might be an adventure to look into tomorrow ... I
Love sleep!!
 

DuchessAimee

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I have nothing constructive to say. All I have is anger and tears.