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MissCris

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My sister called me this morning about the letter I wrote.

She said a lot of things that were really hard to hear about myself, and her own life. I didn't say anything until she was done, at which point all I could come up with was "I'm sorry".

She kept pointing out all the ways in which I've screwed up over the years. I asked her why, if she thinks I'm such an idiot, would she ever be jealous or feel overshadowed by me?

Her response? "Because you're a pretty idiot. You're constantly like a damsel in distress.People want to help you and be around you like they've never done for me."

I asked her if it had ever occurred to her that people don't help her because she doesn't let them. We both got quiet for a few minutes. Then she said, "Well anyway, there are worse people I could've had as a sister. You're not so bad. There's a wedding invitation for you at mom's house."

I'm pretty happy with how that went- what she said was practically "I love you", coming from her.
 
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Okay, God. I am SO done over here. I can't handle another thing. I'm about to break down completely.
 
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JesusLives

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lil_christian said:
Okay, God. I am SO done over here. I can't handle another thing. I'm about to break down completely.
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Hang in there - God knows what the problem is - Have you given this problem to Him? If not do so now pray and let God know all about it and He will see you through it. Just don't give up.

As I type this I have a sick cat that is using his paw to touch my arm begging for attention. God loves you more than I love this cat. But God is touching your arm begging for your attention - please give your attention to Him... Got to go and love this poor little sick cat.
 
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I'm so sick of this! I can't find any thing that belongs to me, I don't have any personal space unless I lock myself in the bathroom, I'm not allowed to raise my own daughter. I'm so freakin sick of not having a home to call mine.
So mad right now.
 
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LittleBit1987

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Immawildthing said:
I'm so sick of this! I can't find any thing that belongs to me, I don't have any personal space unless I lock myself in the bathroom, I'm not allowed to raise my own daughter. I'm so freakin sick of not having a home to call mine.
So mad right now.
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Oh to be engaged and living with my in-laws with no personal space... been there, not easy. And I didn't even know about this site till way later on... Do you have a porch or back yard you can have time to yourself in?
 
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MissCris, I don't know how you feel about Lavender oil, but it's suppose to help deter bugs in your home. I was just thinking about that and thought it might help you in your temporary home.
 
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Ugly

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So, my sister has been dating this guy for a few years. He's been an alcoholic. Her as well. He got sick about a year ago and the outlook wasn't good. They decided to get married, even though he was dying. She called my dad yesterday and said he was barely hanging on, just to get married. They got married Monday. She just called to say he finally passed away. She knew he could go at any time, but still, it's rough when it finally happens.
She was saved about 10 years ago and married a Christian man. He fell away and it ruined her walk as well. So she knows the truth, but has been living in this religious mentality that she can live how she wants and talk about God. I'm not close with her, in fact i tend to avoid her. But ask that you guys pray for her as she lives in TX and has no family or support out there. She was homeless for a while out there, though not currently. Not sure what she will do now. She's ruined a lot of family relations due to her selfishness and alcoholism. I think most of the family is tired of her past behaviors and using people and trashing people who helped her in the past.
I'm not sure what she needs, other than some comfort right now. Pray as you feel lead based off of this post, otherwise. Thanks.
 
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persNickety

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My room is filled with the rich aroma of Starbucks Ethipoia Medium Roast Coffee. I hope it tastes as good as it smells :)
 
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Ugly said:
So, my sister has been dating this guy for a few years. He's been an alcoholic. Her as well. He got sick about a year ago and the outlook wasn't good. They decided to get married, even though he was dying. She called my dad yesterday and said he was barely hanging on, just to get married. They got married Monday. She just called to say he finally passed away. She knew he could go at any time, but still, it's rough when it finally happens.
She was saved about 10 years ago and married a Christian man. He fell away and it ruined her walk as well. So she knows the truth, but has been living in this religious mentality that she can live how she wants and talk about God. I'm not close with her, in fact i tend to avoid her. But ask that you guys pray for her as she lives in TX and has no family or support out there. She was homeless for a while out there, though not currently. Not sure what she will do now. She's ruined a lot of family relations due to her selfishness and alcoholism. I think most of the family is tired of her past behaviors and using people and trashing people who helped her in the past.
I'm not sure what she needs, other than some comfort right now. Pray as you feel lead based off of this post, otherwise. Thanks.
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I'm sorry Ugly... I'm praying for her now. :(
 
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This is for you Emmy, and for Evie, and Searching4Truth, and all others who are struggling with life right now. We love you. May God continue to sustain you.

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ww_21

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Oh no... who died? I'm so sorry.

(God must have had you on my heart because I actually came in here to post something for you and Lil. It's coming up shortly.)
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My Aunt's father. Also since 2008 my uncle has been fighting leukemia he's finally losing the battle. I'm so scared... I don't want a repeat of last year. Last year 13 people i loved died. I can't survive another year like that.
 
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Grace-Like-Rain

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My Aunt's father. Also since 2008 my uncle has been fighting leukemia he's finally losing the battle. I'm so scared... I don't want a repeat of last year. Last year 13 people i loved died. I can't survive another year like that.
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Wow, that's awful... Hopefully you won't be asked to go down that road again. :(
 
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