Just some encouragement for anyone who needs it...
I went for a walk earlier in my day needing a "time out" -- hoping for some perspective from the Lord. Sometimes life just gets too much. I poured out my heart to the Lord, wondering "where to from here" (I'm sure I'm not the only one facing that dilemma). I didn't exactly expect an answer, I just needed to get a whole bunch of things off my chest. My walk continued as I observed my every day surroundings. Nothing fantastic. This is Dusty Africa with potholed roads and desperate pedestrians trying to make their way home. Being amongst the people always gives me such a sense of community. When I see the gentleman cycling home with his bunch of firewood attached to his beaten up bike (both for cooking and for cold), or the desperate vendor setting up his ironing boards in peak traffic hoping to make a sale, I am reminded all over again that my life is not as hard as it feels at times...
But I digress... as I walked, I passed a newly put up housing complex that we've watched progress over some months. Each time I go past, I notice different details that I hadn't noticed before. This time it was the drainage system that caught my eye. Random, I know. But as I was walking and not driving this time, I could take note of the finer details: it struck me how much planning and forethought went into the drainage system. Now that would seem normal to y'all first-worlders out there, but let me remind you -- this is Africa! The Land things aren't straight even when a spirit-level is used! At one of the places I worked, one of the challenges we faced year after year was poor drainage around the building, so I'm particularly observant when it comes to certain details. As I paused and silently commended the anonymous builders for their work, I heard the Lord speak to me. He said simply, "Do you not think that I, too, have planned the finer details of your life?"
Sometimes we don't see the development in our lives because God is busy working beneath the surface on our "drainage system." It may not look like anything is happening, but He is connecting, networking, preparing... He knows what we need, and what He needs to build into our lives to make it work smoothly and perfectly for our future. Sometimes our lives look like the mess of a building site. But be encouraged: the God who ordered the universe -- set the stars in orbit so that they would not collide -- has perfectly master-minded your life (and mine!) so that at the end, it'll take your breath away! He might start off with a demolition team and destroy the old and corroded, but it's always to build something better for us. Don't be intimidated by the chisel, the chainsaw, or the bulldozer that's in front of you but trust that God is the Master Builder...
Your eyes saw my substance, being yet unformed.
And in Your book they were all written, the days fashioned for me,
When as yet there were none of them.
Psalm 139:16