Ummm I got dumped for the first time a little over a week ago, by the guy I thought I was going to marry. THings were good at first, we found time for each other despite stress and our busy schedules, and still focused on God at least somewhat. After summer which we spent mostly apart, he had visited me for a week and I had come back two weeks early to see him, things went ok for a while he even said he could see us married. Then From that point on pretty much things went down hill, he quit making time for me didnt call me as much, our physical and emotional side of our relationship began to control us in many ways which I let Satan into our lives, rather than God. We talked once about it and knew we needed to fix things but we didnt know how I dont think. Than right before christmas and our birthdays we decided to take a break from each other, and when i got back from christmas break he didnt want to get back together anymore. I think overall it was good, for us to end the relationship because its brought me closer to God although I think he's really struggling to dealing wiht it and their may be another girl in his life already which really hurts. Especially since I know the potential girl pretty much but its just rumors so im trying not to let it bother me till after i know for a fact.
