Zero you are one of the people here who are very encouraging to others. But you also hurt like most of us that it is only human to project that hurt to others sometimes even when we don't mean to. So it is ok to take a break and heal your wounds. You can overcome it and come back soon, hopefully.
Pag binato ka ng bato batuhin mo ng tinapay, pero ilagay mo sa bote.
If someone throws rocks at you, throw them bread in return but make sure you put it in a jar.
Sorry for that lame joke.