It is nice to read your replies.
Some very nice replies.
I also have healing to do as lab but that should not keep me really.
I beleive it is du to some bad people around me.
Some muslims and others been bad to me.
Isolate me, shadow me, lie about me, steal from me etc
They do not want me smile or meet anyone, listen to music, or watch tv or chat with anyone etc.
These type people even put gimp masks on people daily aswell as tie up and use as slaves etc.
Very bad.
I need to reprogram my being to positive ness and i need remove these people from me and luckily in court the judge granted me restrainingorder.
Finally!
It is such a procedure and they have lots power in community and world so it is difficult as they also lie and do so good and are educated and well known.
Once they are removed from me in every way shape and form and i can breath and be my self again in who and all i am then i will be free to date and mingle and meet people and God willing marry and although i can not give birth or make children with this body theres many ways one can have children willed it be such as adopt or one may not have children but still marry.
I do not know how to connect so well.
Am shy for christian chat as takes while till one "opens up" and when can comes cant think anything say perhaps.
Once one chatted few times it may flow so well.
So i chat write first few times.
Maybe I can find some people here to chat with because i do not have any chat friends on internet and it would be really nice and maybe add on face book i dont really have contacts there either.
You can contact me if you like write , chat and etc.
I used to have a friend and we chated every day and he sent pictures saying "hello" and i miss such things.
So empty ....
I dont have friends either and am always alone.
weekends and weekdays and others have family , friends, spouses .
Felt jesus tell me to go out more such as for walk or for a dinner at restaurant even if it by myself to not be same place always but new environment and do things so meet people even just see them...