Well i am 13. I do believe in God and that he is my savior,But there is a part of me that has to much Pride to tell my friend's That im a full christian. Because i dont want them to judge me and quit being my friend. So i dont know who to talk to. All though i did talk to my Preacher at my Church He told me that If they was my real friends that i wouldnt have to worry about them judging me. So i swallowed my pride and Told them. When i did they started Jumping on me and hitting me. So i had to fight back when i did i was so mad at them that i didnt stop hitting them. Then when the Cops got there thats when i relized that i lost faith in god. Ever since then i have been to scared to go back to Church and tell my Preacher. Because i Am having a hard time trusting anyone. Because i dont know if they are going to Jump on me Because of what i did and what my beliefs are. Please help me. Im a 13 Year old Boy who is seriously confused.