Sorry for the late reply. I didn't necessarily mean that my actions weren't good enough. I kind of meant that most days I tend to just ignore God or the though of communicating in prayer with Him. Mostly because I don't really want to change. I would simply rather fade away with time. I guess that's the best way that I can explain it.
Btw, I understand your feelings and depression.
But, it's not possible to just fade away.
It's appointed unto man once to die, and after that, the judgement.
Where will we spend eternity is the question.
With our Lord Jesus Christ, who loves us and gave himself for us,
Or in a place of eternal pain, regret and torment,
because we chose to believe the lies of the enemy,
rather than in the love and goodness God our Savior?
Our actions aren't good enough.
If they were, Jesus wouldn't have had to die for our sins.
But He did, because He loves us and chose to save us.
That's the good news,
but the enemy would try to convince you otherwise.
Please don't give in to it. Take a look around the world.
Now's not the time to lay down and let the enemy of your soul trample all over you.
The Captain of God's Army has already won the war, but battles rage on. Put on the full armor of God, and let Jesus lead you to victory.
If it's battles within, fight them for all you and He are worth, don't let the enemy steal your salvation, your joy, or your peace with God...you have that because of Jesus.
If it's external, ppl or circumstances, remember God is in control, let Him be the light within you, let people know that Jesus saved YOU, and there's no more condemnation,
and let the worries over circumstances
be the things that fade away, not you.
Jesus loves you. Believe Him.
You can rejoice in His victory for you today.