Ah, I actually agree with this alot. Like, I remember when I was just a little kid, like ten at the max. I remember having ideas of doing things that girls do in my head all the time. And I even remember specific moments of this, I remember seeing nail polish sitting on the living room coffee table when watching cartoons once, and feeling very urged to try it out, and I did and I remember like having these "really good feelings" about it, too.
In my old life I used to justify my life with this whole being something I dealt with even back when I was very little thing. I mean clearly, if it was there when I was just a child then it really must be in my genes or whatever right? But now that God has called me to Him, I have a completely different view, and I can actually see the demon standing above 9 year old me coming up with a plan to make sure I walk into condemnation with them. Constantly putting these ideas into my head and making me "feel good" about it, and as I got older leading me to anger about it and the fact that there are people out there telling me I need to leave that life and come to God, the whole "you dont know how I feel" thing.
I now know why these things happen to us even as little children, its not only a plan to destroy those of us who give into these things, but a plan to lead other into believing sin is really just our genes and cant be controlled, leading us to call God foolish. Its both horrible and extremely violent and hateful. Its pretty terrible. (Im well aware the secular world will laugh at me, call me foolish and claim I "dont understand basic science", but they have no idea what I have been shown, and whats actually happening to them, and how they are being lead to their deaths)
In my old life I used to justify my life with this whole being something I dealt with even back when I was very little thing. I mean clearly, if it was there when I was just a child then it really must be in my genes or whatever right? But now that God has called me to Him, I have a completely different view, and I can actually see the demon standing above 9 year old me coming up with a plan to make sure I walk into condemnation with them. Constantly putting these ideas into my head and making me "feel good" about it, and as I got older leading me to anger about it and the fact that there are people out there telling me I need to leave that life and come to God, the whole "you dont know how I feel" thing.
I now know why these things happen to us even as little children, its not only a plan to destroy those of us who give into these things, but a plan to lead other into believing sin is really just our genes and cant be controlled, leading us to call God foolish. Its both horrible and extremely violent and hateful. Its pretty terrible. (Im well aware the secular world will laugh at me, call me foolish and claim I "dont understand basic science", but they have no idea what I have been shown, and whats actually happening to them, and how they are being lead to their deaths)