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BrOkEnAnGeL1991

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whats it matter any more if i cut my wrist or not its not like anyone cares anyways i just want the cold metal against my skin you know the feeling that is so relieving let the calm sirenity come. cut let it bleed out bet the pain out. i cant distinguish the pain and what is there but whatever its not like it matters last night i thought suicide i have a bottle of pills still here i have two blades at hand... want to end it giving it 48 hours and see where i am then . whats life matter anyways its all pain and hurt as it is.
 
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Dread_Zeppelin

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It matters because your bodily harm doesn't change anything. Its like drinking- you may feel good for a while but it still damages you and you're right back where you started. People do care, I'm sure if you went to a pastor about it or someone you trust they could give you help. No one deserves to hurt themselves.

As a suicide survivor I can tell you that there's life worth living. Please dont hesitate to get help- it may seem like theres nothing to live for but you'll be missing so much and hurting so many people. I'll be praying for you.
 
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Jamie9687

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I am so sorry to hear about your situation. I was once in your shoes, wanting life to end and not wanting to live at all. God has a plan for all of us and I encourage you to pray to God when you are having these thoughts. I also encourage you to find confidence in a mentor or in a trusted adult when you are having these feelings, sometimes it can help to talk to some people about your feelings. There are some bible verses I have looked up regarding your situation and I hope they help, if you have a bible near you, you may want to look them up. I am usually online if you ever need someone to talk to feel free to message me. I will be praying for you as well.
Psalm 138:7
Psalm 139:13-14
Jer. 29:11
 
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Dear BrokenAngel,

Please don't commit suicide! As soon as I read your post I told the chat room about it and we all stopped what we were doing and prayed for you! I care about you so much, and so does every brother and sister in Christ! We need you, sister, as part of the body of Christ. God has formed you with unique skills, knowledge and abilities because he has a plan for your life!

Please come into the chat rooms and talk about what you are feeling. People care. People want to help, and most importantly, God cares.

Dear sister, please check back in and let people know how you are doing. I will be praying for you.

Love
 
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Musilany

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I think every one already said everything, but I just want to remind you that there is a hell out there and if you think life here is bad i promise you that hell is a thousand times worse. I want you to know that I am saying this not just to make you affraid but to encourage you, I care a lot about you and so does Jesus for he died for you!!!!
satan came to kill, steal and destroy and the thoughts you've been having its certanly not from God.

I am telling you satan is a lier and he wants to bring you destruction and pain for the rest of eternity, but God have a different plan, He loves you and you are so precious to Him..Trust in Him and hold on to HIm and he will get you out of this..
I know things seems hopeless now but believe me God can fix everything and bring you the peace you need...
 
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BrOkEnAnGeL1991

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delaying actions,,, talked to youth director. i dont know anymore
 
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Dread_Zeppelin

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Praise God you talked to someone!

Sometimes living life means going through boring, tedious, hurtful days...maybe weeks or months. Not every day is full of meaning. My mom told me that and it's a freeing truth. You might not be happy now, but that doesn't mean it will be forever. Look up the promises of God- he promises love, a sound mind, blessings.
 
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This breaks my heart, Brokenangel. There is more to life than pain and hurt. Maybe where u are right now is all pain and hurt but we all have to go through that at one time or another. Even Jesus went through it. I know what wanting to die feels like and the main thiing that kept me from doing it was the thought of going to hell where its even worse than we have it here. The thing that brought me out of it was realizing that God loves me and it is all the love I will ever need in this world. It is said that he saves all of our tears and when we die he wipes away each and every one. Remember these scriptures which I kept dear to my heart:

"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous! Do not tremble or be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go."
- Joshua 1:9 NASB

"but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."
- Isaiah 40:31

Hang in there sister...God is with you and He is watching over you always. You need not tremble or be afraid. All u need to do is close your eyes, open your heart, and feel His love. Cry out to him. He wants to hear whats on your mind. Say to Him "Here I am, Lord." and let your spirit rest upon Him.
 
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Sheye_Anne

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Musilany said:
I think every one already said everything, but I just want to remind you that there is a hell out there and if you think life here is bad i promise you that hell is a thousand times worse. I want you to know that I am saying this not just to make you affraid but to encourage you, I care a lot about you and so does Jesus for he died for you!!!!
satan came to kill, steal and destroy and the thoughts you've been having its certanly not from God.

I am telling you satan is a lier and he wants to bring you destruction and pain for the rest of eternity, but God have a different plan, He loves you and you are so precious to Him..Trust in Him and hold on to HIm and he will get you out of this..
I know things seems hopeless now but believe me God can fix everything and bring you the peace you need...
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why does this sound like ..."if you commit suicide ..you're going to hell""...type of BS..

do you know how many really GOOD people have commited suicide???

it happens....

you could even say ..Jesus commited suicide...

He did walk right into His own death after all..didn't HE ???
 
zeroturbulence

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Please...lets not turn this into a theological discussion out of respect for our sister, Brokenangel.
 
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Sheye_Anne

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zeroturbulence said:
Please...lets not turn this into a theological discussion out of respect for our sister, Brokenangel.
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I do have respect for her...

I also have respect for some people I know that commited suicide...

people talk down about them...(can you believe it)..

makes me want to look at these people..and say..

I think I understand why she did it...

you're supposed to be her friends..and your really a bunch of twats..that didn't give two ...(insert word of choice)..about her...

trust me..

I've seen it with my own eyes..

sad ,.,but true..
 
zeroturbulence

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Sheye_Anne said:
you're supposed to be her friends..and your really a bunch of twats..that didn't give two ...(insert word of choice)..about her...

trust me..

I've seen it with my own eyes..

sad ,.,but true..
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You sure have a lot of love for people who differ in opinion with you. You can say whatever u want in response. I am moving on..

Have a nice day :)
 
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Sheye_Anne

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zeroturbulence said:
You sure have a lot of love for people who differ in opinion with you. You can say whatever u want in response. I am moving on..

Have a nice day :)
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well..I wasn't referring to you..now was I..

was refering to a real life situation..here..

about what happened ..after the suicide...

was depressing hearing the twats talk about her that way...

can I say MY TRUE STORY...

without you referncing yourself in it...


did I say it was about you??


assumptions ..presumptions...

we all have em..some worse than others...
 
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Hey BrokenAngel,

You should watch this video below. It's only about 3 minutes long:

Crazy Love Videos

You need to get your eyes off your problems and put them on God. God loves you more than you can imagine, but you can't see His love right now because you are so consumed with your problems.

Quest
 
zeroturbulence

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Sheye_Anne said:
well..I wasn't referring to you..now was I..

was refering to a real life situation..here..

about what happened ..after the suicide...

was depressing hearing the twats talk about her that way...

can I say MY TRUE STORY...

without you referncing yourself in it...


did I say it was about you??


assumptions ..presumptions...

we all have em..some worse than others...
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Im very sorry Sheye_Anne, I misunderstood you. I apologize.
 
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Sheye_Anne

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zeroturbulence said:
Im very sorry Sheye_Anne, I misunderstood you. I apologize.
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apology accepted...

and I admire you for ..apologizing...

I love you for it...

and I wish I could tell the whole story of the suicide..

its sad...

and I do believe that

Jesus understands ...more than we realize...

the desperation......in that act..and why some choose it...

and He forgives...
 
zeroturbulence

zeroturbulence

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Sheye_Anne said:
apology accepted...

and I admire you for ..apologizing...

I love you for it...

and I wish I could tell the whole story of the suicide..

its sad...

and I do believe that

Jesus understands ...more than we realize...

the desperation......in that act..and why some choose it...

and He forgives...
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Thank u so much Sheye_Anne! :) That does mean a lot to me. Yes, I have heard at least one pastor who believes christians aren't condemned for commiting suicide, but for me personally the not-knowing for sure is a strong deterrent from doing it.
 
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Lifelike

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BrOkEnAnGeL1991 said:
delaying actions,,, talked to youth director. i dont know anymore
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Your a beautiful girl btw. God can mend anything.Ive come out of alot of brokenness and hurt, and Gods love has nursed me back to wholeness. And Im so excited about the future, and about God - the more i get to know Him and the more He becomes real to me. There is SO much hope that i cant believe it - we never know whats just around the corner - but we can know God is good. Circumstances dont aways seem to indicate this but but because of abuse, or neglect or other things that shut us down and crush us, we start to think there is no hope "how could things be alright again??'' its natural to feel like this but its not the truth. God hears our cries and He sees our hurt. And He promises to restore, and to make things better than we could have EVER hoped. Thats the Truth. Reach out to Him, and surround yourself with people that can help u and sow into your life, not people that bring u down or have no answers, Im not saying to forsake the people u care about but we need to gleam from others that have been where we are and have found the answrr, or from people that are more mature in God than us- so we can rise to new levels. bless u mate.
 
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Tinker

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It does matter broken Angel. Change your life now and just give everything to God like I did. It helps. Would you please go to this web address and look up some things to help you with this mess.(youthpastor.com) It's worth a try isn't it. Please do this for me and your friends. Also do it for God. You'll see that life is much eaiser than you think. Stay positive. Never forget that I love you, your friends love you and God loves you. We also care about you to.
 
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