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Hello,
Found out my girlfriend has been sleeping with someone and lied to me about it for months to my face repeatedly, i gave this girl everything ive put so much effort i was exhausted before i found this out. I planned to marry this girl, im so gutted. Im so alone. I know gods with me but i just feel such pain, such betrayal so much so much....
Now im just completely ruined. Its 3:20 am i cant sleep
God please help me, im just so hurt.
The only reason i wouldnt kill myself is because i love god and i know that is a terrible sin. Im new to these boards so im sorry to bring you this im just so lost and hurting.
I could ruin her life easily but i have no desire for that. I dont want revenge i just want this pain to leave.
Found out my girlfriend has been sleeping with someone and lied to me about it for months to my face repeatedly, i gave this girl everything ive put so much effort i was exhausted before i found this out. I planned to marry this girl, im so gutted. Im so alone. I know gods with me but i just feel such pain, such betrayal so much so much....
Now im just completely ruined. Its 3:20 am i cant sleep
God please help me, im just so hurt.
The only reason i wouldnt kill myself is because i love god and i know that is a terrible sin. Im new to these boards so im sorry to bring you this im just so lost and hurting.
I could ruin her life easily but i have no desire for that. I dont want revenge i just want this pain to leave.