I'm sorry, this is my second new thread:/ I'll try something different with this one.
So I've been mostly faithfully married for almost nineteen years to a beautiful woman who was molested by her mothers boyfriend from the ages 7 through 12. My whole marriage I have dealt with her jealousy, anger, control issues and now ..raw hate!
Four months ago I was one day away from filing for divorce, when out of nowhere a close friend that i haven't seen in 20 years shows up in my life with God at his side. He opened my eyes to the big picture, and he was determined to fix my marriage through prayer...btw.. twenty years ago h.e was a manic depressive with an alcoholic father.
I began praying and putting my faith in God, just praying that He fix my marriage, the have done 'the love dare', and answered to her every whim, to no avail. We have 4 kids together. She started heavily drinking last year and drinks a lot now...there is so much to the story ...
Anyway...God wants 'no one to separate what God has joined'...and the only way He gives you a free "get out of sin" card is if she commits adultery.. Well call me a fool, but I actually do trust that she has not cheated in me.
The more i talk about God to her, the more she hates me... I believe I am living with the devil himself
...what does God want me to do? ...her past is not her fault
So I've been mostly faithfully married for almost nineteen years to a beautiful woman who was molested by her mothers boyfriend from the ages 7 through 12. My whole marriage I have dealt with her jealousy, anger, control issues and now ..raw hate!
Four months ago I was one day away from filing for divorce, when out of nowhere a close friend that i haven't seen in 20 years shows up in my life with God at his side. He opened my eyes to the big picture, and he was determined to fix my marriage through prayer...btw.. twenty years ago h.e was a manic depressive with an alcoholic father.
I began praying and putting my faith in God, just praying that He fix my marriage, the have done 'the love dare', and answered to her every whim, to no avail. We have 4 kids together. She started heavily drinking last year and drinks a lot now...there is so much to the story ...
Anyway...God wants 'no one to separate what God has joined'...and the only way He gives you a free "get out of sin" card is if she commits adultery.. Well call me a fool, but I actually do trust that she has not cheated in me.
The more i talk about God to her, the more she hates me... I believe I am living with the devil himself
...what does God want me to do? ...her past is not her fault