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Tomorrow is my birthday, here is my story. People call me fat, ugly, gross, ect. Lately I have been struggling with everything it seems like. I am attempting Full I.B. for those who do not know what that is, it stands for International Baccalaureate, the hardest educational program in the United States of America. I am struggling. Over the summer my boyfriend cheated on me then dumped me after two years. I actually said I love you to him. I feel this need like I am really lonely and I want a boyfriend. I am tired of being lonely.. this was last year summer. I have waited for God and I am getting that urge to take it into my own hands. The last month has been a real struggle for me, I found out I have 5 more siblings from my biological father that are currently living in the metro area. My sister is engaged and just set her wedding date for next summer. I go to church every Sunday and group every Monday. I have cried myself to sleep lately, isn't that pathetic? I am tired of waiting I want / need a boyfriend soon. I want to look for my potential husband, I want to be able to cuddle with him on nights and watch movies and go to church with him, ect. If you are still reading for this thank you I guess, and yea i know this sound completely creepy. I am just tired of being lonely.