I'm giving up on my search for a mate. I have to be honest, I feel a sense of defeat. I'm going to pursue Jesus full time.
Got to be honest sadly I feel worse since try to find a mate than before I started looking.
I just pray that Jesus would restore my joy and happiness. It will take time, I hate failure but even more rejection. I face a lot of rejection in my life, and every time it breaks me.
Do I feel angry?? Yes, at times mostly at myself think why am I even doing what I'm doing.
Got to be honest sadly I feel worse since try to find a mate than before I started looking.
I just pray that Jesus would restore my joy and happiness. It will take time, I hate failure but even more rejection. I face a lot of rejection in my life, and every time it breaks me.
Do I feel angry?? Yes, at times mostly at myself think why am I even doing what I'm doing.