I really feel like I'm not where I'm supposed to be.
What am I doing?
I want to be lost in you Lord, not in this world.
Listen to a song by a group called 'Gravity,' dorth. I forget the name of the song but it's got words in it, 'I don't wanna fall away from you.' Google it and you will find it , the Lord leads
Or, someone will post the song on here for you. Yes, yes, keep wanting to fill yourself more up with Him and less up with the world, and, as you get to know Him, this will be the mind of your spirit in you, of your body, for this is how God's made you, to become more like Him, and , Scripture does say in 1 Cor. 2, that we cannot know God's thoughts but we do have 'the mind of Christ.'
Keep following the great and mighty God who made you, milady, your searching for Him now, I see, really wanting to find Him amidst all the past stuff that's got you down. You've felt the refreshing flavor of greatness that is God's Love and beautiful blessings of spiritual things, like bible reading, going to church and singing.
Him, Him, Him, lose yourself in Him, make Him your every breath you breath, another song for ya, 'This is the air I breathe,; and, a third song by the Katinas ' Draw me close.'
Ahhh, I just found 'Gravity,'
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