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blueorchidjd

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Today and currently I am finishing up a 16 hour shift. I am tired and night shift is the slowest shift in the world. If I don't do somethin soon I will fall asleep. 3 more hours and I can legally fall asleep in my car or drive home with all my windows down so I can feel the air jolt me awake. Other thoughts: why do I always get this nurse coffee and how do I remember how she likes her coffee even though it was like a year ago since I last got her some? Other talkings: flies are not cool, everything they land on ends up at the dump.
 
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blueorchidjd

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Also: only had one call light on tonight. Crazy.
 
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Donkeyfish07

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Liamson said:
This kind of reminds me of what its like to love and be loved in return.

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It reminds me of that wicked fun celtic 3d ride at Busch Gardens, where the whole theater turns upside down
 
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Donkeyfish07

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Misty77 said:
I'm not sure that I have memories like that, at least not in a romantic sense.
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I'm sad to hear that :(. Everybody should have at least one uber good awesome memory like that
 
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Donkeyfish07 said:
I'm sad to hear that :(. Everybody should have at least one uber good awesome memory like that
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There have been a couple of times where I thought I MIGHT be truly loved and accepted, but I was either having to prove I was good enough or I was just being used.
 
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Donkeyfish07

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Misty77 said:
There have been a couple of times where I thought I MIGHT be truly loved and accepted, but I was either having to prove I was good enough or I was just being used.
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First off, I didn't like the post because I liked that you feel that way......I liked it because that's a pretty personal feeling to share out in the open. I hope that means your healing.

I've been thoroughly manipulated, back stabbed, betrayed....from women I was in love with, you name it just about and it's happened. But in the midst of the chaos I have been lucky enough to have a few very real and amazing experiences. It's tough putting it all out there and finding someone who won't take advantage of your openness. I think that's why everyone is so closed off and it's so hard to "click" with people these days. No one is really themselves until you really spend a lot of time with them, because we've all been through the above at the very least once.

I wonder how many people that go out on a date and it doesn't go well chalk it up to "well we just aren't a good match"....when it's really, both sides are sandbagging because they are worried and guarding their hearts a little TOO closely. A Catch 22 type situation
 
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Donkeyfish07 said:
First off, I didn't like the post because I liked that you feel that way......I liked it because that's a pretty personal feeling to share out in the open. I hope that means your healing.

I've been thoroughly manipulated, back stabbed, betrayed....from women I was in love with, you name it just about and it's happened. But in the midst of the chaos I have been lucky enough to have a few very real and amazing experiences. It's tough putting it all out there and finding someone who won't take advantage of your openness. I think that's why everyone is so closed off and it's so hard to "click" with people these days. No one is really themselves until you really spend a lot of time with them, because we've all been through the above at the very least once.

I wonder how many people that go out on a date and it doesn't go well chalk it up to "well we just aren't a good match"....when it's really, both sides are sandbagging because they are worried and guarding their hearts a little TOO closely. A Catch 22 type situation
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I'm sorry that you have been hurt, too. I don't mean to convey that all experiences have been negative, but they certainly have not been what i would have hoped for. There have been some fun and even helpful experiences, just not one of authentic love and acceptance.
 
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Donkeyfish07

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I'm sorry to hear that on the no authentic love or acceptance misty :(.


Lil, how's your mom doing today?
 
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You know, I'm so glad we've been able to do like the nightly chats in Singles chatrooms. They're always fun and you all have cheered me up so much. :)
 
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Shouryu

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Praise and Worship practice over. Okay.

*twiddles thumbs*

Um.

Hmmmm.

Guess I'll...play a game?
 
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Shouryu said:
Praise and Worship practice over. Okay.

*twiddles thumbs*

Um.

Hmmmm.

Guess I'll...play a game?
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How was practice?



OH OH OH how about we all play SIMON SAYS! :D


...Then again, that might not work.
 
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Just got home from a Memorial service for my friend Pauline. What a beautiful tribute to her life.
 
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blueorchidjd said:
Today and currently I am finishing up a 16 hour shift. I am tired and night shift is the slowest shift in the world. If I don't do somethin soon I will fall asleep. 3 more hours and I can legally fall asleep in my car or drive home with all my windows down so I can feel the air jolt me awake. Other thoughts: why do I always get this nurse coffee and how do I remember how she likes her coffee even though it was like a year ago since I last got her some? Other talkings: flies are not cool, everything they land on ends up at the dump.
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Wow I would love to have a job like that. I'm not trying to knock you for saying its boring. I love hospitals (I know, that's weird) and peace and quiet too, and the job I have now is very stressful and I never know when the next upset customer is going to show up or how many times I will get yelled at by them each day. Its rare that a day goes by when I don't get yelled at or threatened or just given dirty looks because there are so many issues with people's health insurance, drug prices going up, doctors who take forever to call the pharmacy, etc... which is why I am looking for a hospital pharmacy job now.
 
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Thanks Zero, it's OK. She was 84 and she had a couple of strokes. She was truly a good mentor to everyone that she came across. But I know she's in Heaven at peace.
 
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Sometimes when my daughter acts out, she get's all huffy and puffy and I have to try not to laugh. She says the funniest things without even knowing it. She's mad at the Kindle because she can't win her game. I said, you break that Kindle you buy it. She said, Well I don't have any money.
 
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I know it's not super late at night but would anyone like to meet in singles chat for chat now? I'm awake. I'll go in and see if any of you hop in!
 
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