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You may be in physical pain, suffering from mono. You want nothing to do with God. I just have to say, I know deep down in my heart that God sent mono to me for a reason. Who knows it may strength my relationship. At times I have had problems breathing. Don't remember my story but remember whatever you are going through good or bad God is with you and He knows what's best for you. He always has your best interest at His side. God is with me just like He's with you, right know at this moment. Can you believe that?
I'm also dealing with a recent fall which screwed up my back even worse. I'm in constant pain, I cannot sit for very long, and cannot stand at all for any length of time. I must now use a walker for balance. My entire life I have known that God is with me, through EVERYTHING. I wouldnt be here today if I thought he wasnt. It feels sometimes like he's not here, and he's not listening. We all feel that way at times, especially when we're in pain or anguish. He never leaves our side for one moment, and THAT is what everyone who reads this post needs to remember!!