Went to church last night.. only to find out one of the pastors in training died on Saturday and yesterday was his funeral. I'm kinda sad about it because I barely knew him but he welcomed me to the church from the first day I went there and continuously prayed for me.
It was strange without him, when ever our pastor asks questions he was the one to answer, when he asked if there were questions, again this person would be the first to ask a question. Yesterday when the pastor asked questions nobody was there to answer him, nobody was there to ask him questions. So he ended the prayer meeting earlier than usual.
Sister behind and in every tragedy, there is a reason from this world that does not free us
And there is a reason from God that does free us
Ask God and trust god no matter how long it might take for the answer, this is what trusting God is all about
As when my Sister died it took many years for me to find any good out of it, and one day I found it.
I saw and see I can do nothing about past ever except die in it, by my thoughts of wish I could have or why did this?
One Day after talking with a Junkie, told that person about my Sister dying on the overdose and where they were headed.
I don't remember all said. But I do remember this?
They quit and are quit today
And God said see, your Sister has served a purpose and is safe with me, please cry no more for her, She hasd been quite busy catching all your tears, in sorrow for you, that you have not welcomed her to me, (God) speaking
So I accept truth over the errors I had seeing she is not gone and is alive in Spirit and truth. And one day we will be reunited along with all that God has redeemed that have come to believe God over mankind
so welcome this pastor to his new location Sister, maybe be a little jealous, spiritually, yet trust God all in all, no matter what is by Faith you are saved and not of self ever, by Faith in the finished work of Christ for you at the cross for you, includes the resurrected Christ for you to walk in Spirit and truth, right now and forever more.
love you as deep as God does, and that is deeper than I can imagine