I made my decision. I will keep my position as a support worker, not take the job as manager, instead take HCA program by corespondence. I will have more flexible hours, I can work a day less if need be. Not be stuck in the job if I find doing both too stressful. In the end, I can look for work in hospitals pays up to $19/hr, more than I would get here. Then pay off debt quicker, finally start making a life for myself, not live payday to payday hoping that my car won't break down. Maybe by this time next year, I'll be graduated. And it all can begin.