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There are two pains: Physicals and emotionals.
At my age, I have to admit I´m healthy. I take no pills, no medicine, nothing hurts me and, the last time I felt so physically- emotionally frustrated was when a bug cause me Leihsmania (http://christianchat.com/blogs/secularhermit/2960-upset.html). I felt miserable like Lazzarus (I think I need it to live it out to know that frustrating condition).
There are too many things I don´t understand and, perhaps, those are the reasons I haven´t been talen to the place i wish I could be (Heaven or somewhere else on earth).
I have learned to compare my limitations (the emotional ones with those who are so badly handicaped) that I myself felt shame of my and the selfish a person developes when she/ he starts each day complaining and a glumpy.
My mother, each time I´ve being with her, regrets all her pains: Her arms, her back, etc... So I have learned to ignore her, particularly when she felt better at starts her days molesting me and trying to set me upset. Why is it that? She doesn´t know GOD, her love is not the one I planned to develope as long as I live.
I´m not a citizen of this world. I needed to know things I still learning and the more I have found love is, the most willing I´m seeking to be lost sight of this planet earth.
Some people told me "worship GOD even in your pains" I disbelieved it from the beginning (that´s not the love of God I believed) , but emotionally I´m trying to walk in HIS will rather in my own mindset.
At my age, I have to admit I´m healthy. I take no pills, no medicine, nothing hurts me and, the last time I felt so physically- emotionally frustrated was when a bug cause me Leihsmania (http://christianchat.com/blogs/secularhermit/2960-upset.html). I felt miserable like Lazzarus (I think I need it to live it out to know that frustrating condition).
There are too many things I don´t understand and, perhaps, those are the reasons I haven´t been talen to the place i wish I could be (Heaven or somewhere else on earth).
I have learned to compare my limitations (the emotional ones with those who are so badly handicaped) that I myself felt shame of my and the selfish a person developes when she/ he starts each day complaining and a glumpy.
My mother, each time I´ve being with her, regrets all her pains: Her arms, her back, etc... So I have learned to ignore her, particularly when she felt better at starts her days molesting me and trying to set me upset. Why is it that? She doesn´t know GOD, her love is not the one I planned to develope as long as I live.
I´m not a citizen of this world. I needed to know things I still learning and the more I have found love is, the most willing I´m seeking to be lost sight of this planet earth.
Some people told me "worship GOD even in your pains" I disbelieved it from the beginning (that´s not the love of God I believed) , but emotionally I´m trying to walk in HIS will rather in my own mindset.
R
I know everyday is a struggle but preparing for the lord is the only thing that brings me peace. We have to fight to live every day and the fight will always be victories threw Christ. I just let my problems flood my mind sometimes and it puts me on my knees in pain and that's when I cry out to God please ease this from my body so I can pick up my son or mow the yard. Its not like this everyday I have it in patterns that last weeks then may ease up for a few days then come back. I remember this past year I was hurting so bad I couldn't get of the floor and my wife couldn't help me she felt helpless. She sat with me and hugged me all night we cried together and it turned into me finding the funny in the situation. We laughed even though every time I laughed the movement from laughing hurt me more. But I was tired of hurting so I just started laughing. Life is funny sometimes when you feel so down all you can do is laugh.
My late wife suffered from extreme arthritis most of her life. She was on pain medication but the doctors never prescribe enough and are suspect of everyone who needs them. They make you feel as if you are a drug addict trying to get drugs. Her disease eventually crippled her and she spent the last 2 years of her life in a nursing home as I was no longer able to work full time and take care of her all night. I felt bad about this but she had very good care and I saw her every chance that I could. Despite her own pain and suffering she was a wonderful ministering spirit to everyone that God sent her way. I take comfort knowing she is in heaven and is no longer suffering. My life has been a hard struggle since her death in February but God is with me on this journey and He is with you on yours as well. I pray that you allow God to help you use your pain for His glory in some way and to one day remove the burden of constant pain from your life. Even though my wife is dead she is now more alive than I will ever be in my life here on earth.
B
You need to see a 'specialist' who deal with such injuries. Most doctors have limited expertise in their field of work when it comes to back injuries, and each field has its specialist. For example: UCLA is one of the world's best hospital for back injuries because they deal with many high profile athletes who are or will be potential millionaires. Therefore, they get some of the best treatment from some of the world's best specialists. The treatment may be costly if your insurance doesn't cover it. I just hate when I see the medical field just exploit the patient by using him as a ping pong ball, while racking up the cost without a remedy.
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