To everyone everywhere on the face of the planet... or at least to those who read threads on CC.
You are not solely one thing or the other.
You do not "only look at the heart", you look at the body too.
You do not "only hear words", you hear their tone too.
You do not "feel all my emotions at once", you are selective in what you feel and when you feel it.
I beg you, World of CC, please... PLEASE become self-aware and admit it your issues to yourself! There is no shame in realizing who you actually are or what you actually believe. You're not perfect, you don't abide in and of perfection, you are human. It's time to stop sweeping things under the rug and let Christ work on you.
And trust me, I'm right there with you. I'm in denial, I have problems, I know all the right things to say, and you know what? It doesn't serve me to stay this way. Christ came to save AND heal. If you think you're "just fine" the way you are, that nothing needs to be healed or fixed, then... you've got bigger fish to fry.