to persnickety:
since your "goodbye thread is now closed, i'm taking to here to say what i'd like to have over there.
nick, i said most of what i wanted to say to you directly this afternoon, but i want you to know that many of us are hurting--not just for what we are hearing, or observing in the world, but the abundance of painful events that we have no choice but to observe, to feel, to be made a part of. while i may not talk about a lot of it in the forum--i feel these, and many other atrocities quite deeply. so much so that if i don't protect (or rather limit) my exposure to them, i'd be a worthless puddle of emotions that would become incapable of getting anything else done.
you are NOT alone in your pain, even though i know it feels that way right now.
much of this forces me to trust God like a child, learning to accept that there is only what i can do, and be called to do. that while i can't explain or understand this, i know that my Father sees all, and is a just God. that my part is to be obedient, to seek Him with my heart and soul, and to trust Him both with my life and the many things i can't understand.
sometimes that is a daily surrender.
you, your heart and mind matter to me and this community, and we grieve with you. there will always be the insensitive and uncaring, but this is a small family that stands with you in your pain and struggles and accepts you for who you are and what you're going through. i hope that this coming week off will renew your spirit and give you some much needed respite.
i am praying for you, and for so many others right now struggling under the weight of heavy burdens. if there is anything i can do, please don't hesitate to ask.
*big hugs* and much love, sweet sister.
We are afflicted in every way, but not crushed; perplexed, but not driven to despair;persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed;always carrying in the body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be manifested in our bodies.
2 corinthians 4:8-10