If you think about or picture God, what do you see/think?
The part of my previous post where I noted my own personal struggle, was the least of what I was trying to express; I was only using it as an example to touch on a bigger point.
But answer your question: I picture God differently than Christians. Physically, when God stated "let us make man in our image", I don't think it meant that He made us to look the same way that He looks in appearance but rather in His mind He had a image of how He felt we should look. In the Muslim religion, it is frowned upon to try depicting physical features of God because He is bigger and greater than us, and there is no possible way we can know how He truly looks. Our minds are not capable if imagining such a thing. I think in our culture we presumed to be male because it is easier to perceive a male to be dominant; but I doubt that He is male or female as we see it.
My views on the nature of His Character is different as well. I feel He does not "need" us per say, but He does...for whatever reason...strongly desire for His ego to be stroked. Whether it is us, or the rocks and trees, He will get this one way or another. Our very existence seems only to entertain or to make Him feel good about Himself. We are supposed to strive to "have a relationship with HIM", to"honor HIM", to "obey HIM", "do HIS will", to love "HIM", to "put HIM first, "dedicate our lives to "HIM". And if we do not use our supposed "free will" do what He wants us to do with it...then we can go to Hell...literally.
He doesn't care. If we don't serve His purpose then He has no need for us. He proved that in the Bible with the dozens of cities He had destroyed and countless people He had slaughtered because they didn't use their...um..."free will"...the way that HE wanted them to.
But He is God, and there is no way I could win in a fight with Him. He will win in the end.
So while I DO submit to Him; I do not see Him as an all loving, all gracious God, but an entity that is more like us as people would like to think...in terms of His Character. He pulls the strings, and will cut them after He has grown tired of us...again.