God please erase me

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i don't want to be a part of god's plans or life experiment...

Moses,
one day, asked the same... Just look what God told him in the Old Testament (and the end result).
 
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domdom32

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#42
what God told him?
sorry i don't have a bible
 

blue_ladybug

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#43
what God told him?
sorry i don't have a bible

​Then you need to get one..and read it.. and you will see what secularhermit is talking about. God loves you so much. He doesn't want you to kill yourself. He doesn't want you destroying what he worked so hard to create. :)
 
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Kham

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turn me into Robocop, oh Lord :(
 
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Richie_2uk

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i don't want to be a part of god's plans or life experiment...

Moses,
one day, asked the same... Just look what God told him in the Old Testament (and the end result).
It would be handy if you can quote the scripture for people to read? anyone can say, the bible say something, but if scripture is shown, then people can make of it there own,
 
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Richie_2uk

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Why would God would want to erase his creation? Only sin will maybe erase you from heaven. and from God's great plans for you. I don't think deep down its you that wants to be erase, its the enemy that is stirring up trouble in these last days.
 
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jer2911

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The Fear of God is Utmost
12But beyond this, my son, be warned: the writing of many books is endless, and excessive devotion to books is wearying to the body. 13The conclusion, when all has been heard, is: fear God and keep His commandments, because this applies to every person. 14For God will bring every act to judgment, everything which is hidden, whether it is good or evil.

[video=youtube;Rjy6ltYPjwY]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rjy6ltYPjwY[/video]
 
Sep 30, 2014
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what God told him?
sorry i don't have a bible
I'm just excited for you, because now that you've made it to where you feel the lowest point, God can lift you up now, you can live through His strength. You have to get in His word though to make it possible, He lives in His Word and us. Bro, I'm sure He has the perfect women for you, He just has to make you whole again, like how you were at ten or so, you didn't care about none of those things, the world thrust that stuff on us bro, what to wear, what to look like, how much money we should have, what kind of house and car we have, none of it really matters, and you don't want a fast girl that just wants a baby with you because of what you got, then burn out the door to leave you on child support. you will find your other half when you find out who you are, your a son of royalty, King of Kings, you hear me! Just get in the word, God will work the rest out, I'm sure of this, it might not happen when you want, but I just thank God your here to soak in what people here are saying. Everything else will fall in place on His time, thanks for listening Dom, I'll pray that you seek Him, God bless.. Ps, they have free online Bibles if you can't get your hands on one.
 
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O yah, one more thing, it's never cheating to jump straight to Jesus in the Good Book, start with the Gospels, Mathew, Mark, Luke and John, Most potent to me are Mathew and John, and the book of proverbs help me in more then one way as well. Just remember He knew you before you were born, the hairs on your head are numbered, it's time for you to want to know Him now, pm me if you have any questions, or post here. I'm always jumping around on these forums.
 

mar09

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This brother in Jesus has no arms and no legs.
Yet he smiles, he inspires millions of people, he is HAPPY, he married a beautiful wife and has a child.
And he brings so many people to God's love.
Just watch this short video, I feel what he has to say is for you.
Ive previously seen your video, and really ask, How could people like them really overcome, and not be overwhelmed instead. To Dom, if you only know what others are going through, i myself have many issues i cannot even discuss here. But i know i have many, many blessings i did not see as such, and didnt learn from both good and not so good experiences or ppl in my life. I can only say what u think is not the answer, but in my heart i also do not know or see answers to my own many andnew questions and problems in life, much i got into thru my own foolish decisions and say how i hate myself. I do not know how God will help me, being strong-willed and stiff necked too. But Start with the Bible as the others said. Maybe even Ecclesiastes, thats after Psalms and Proverbs in the OT. Try passing on the msg of the Word to others while u can too. Ask forgiveness, repent, and whats hard for many is the sin no more part after healing. Give Jesus a chance.
 

hon2294

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kuya dom.san ka ba sa pinas? sama kya tau sa church :D hehe
anyway, we all know we cant avoid sufferings by commiting suicide.its just the start of the real agony and pain
buti pa dito atleast dba di naman cguro everyday nagsusuffer ka, dont say sa ilang days na linimit mo.wala ni isang araw na maligaya ka.kung sa empyerno,walang isang araw na ngingiti ka

you are strong coz u have survived until now, di kaya madali.psalamat nga ako ky Lord na sinave nya ako.
dati may mga thoughts akong ganyan.pro ngayon na alamko na na mahal ako ng Diyos, naiiyak nlang ako.
sabi ko sa sarili ko what if natuloy yun dati? edi cguro nagsusuffer ako ng sobra sobra ngayon.
di ko masabi na maganda buhay ko ngayon, na magaan at nakukuha ko gusto ko.dati nga naisip ko na baka pinaglalaruan lng tau ni Lord, pro sa fact na inialay nya ang buhay ng kanyang anak pra sa atin na makasalanan, sino ba ang magsasakripisyo sa hindi naman importante sa kanya?

yung katotohanan na yun ang nagkocomfort sakin, na mahal tau ng Diyos at gusto nya tayong mamuhay ng mapayapa
 
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domdom32

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san mateo rizal
 
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domdom32

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I'm just excited for you, because now that you've made it to where you feel the lowest point, God can lift you up now, you can live through His strength. You have to get in His word though to make it possible, He lives in His Word and us. Bro, I'm sure He has the perfect women for you, He just has to make you whole again, like how you were at ten or so, you didn't care about none of those things, the world thrust that stuff on us bro, what to wear, what to look like, how much money we should have, what kind of house and car we have, none of it really matters, and you don't want a fast girl that just wants a baby with you because of what you got, then burn out the door to leave you on child support. you will find your other half when you find out who you are, your a son of royalty, King of Kings, you hear me! Just get in the word, God will work the rest out, I'm sure of this, it might not happen when you want, but I just thank God your here to soak in what people here are saying. Everything else will fall in place on His time, thanks for listening Dom, I'll pray that you seek Him, God bless.. Ps, they have free online Bibles if you can't get your hands on one.
are you sure?
i'm not good in making the first move
i'm a beta male
 
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are you sure?
i'm not good in making the first move
i'm a beta male
I'm sure God can move mountains in your life that you feel are impossible. That's what He is good at the impossible.
 

mar09

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Hope u tried to go or contact 1 of the local churches in san mateo. I mean, ppl here want to help,but they say it's different meeting and worshipping live with others. Even i need to go back badly. Aside from that, i hope u tried to seek some spiritual music and lieterature or teachings online, and immerse in that instead of the usual stuff heard on radio or public places. Know abt FEBC radio? there's 702 dzas or their classical 98.7 fm band.
 

FIRE_of_ELIJAH

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Hey domdom...This is my final say to you...im sorry...this may sound rude but it's the truth.

The Truth is, if you commit suicide only your body dies, but your soul will be alive and it will descend into hell.

Don't do it, HELL is worse, so more HORRIFYING then where you are no matter how bad it is. demons will chop your body and you feel all pain but soul body comes back and torture you again and again, they drown you in fire over and over again, the worms are all over your body from the inside. Most horrible is it smells worse than most horrible bathroom., all filth demons pour in your belly etc....and this is not a joke. You want to find out if it's real or not???? It is not a chance you should ever take.

depressions and thoughts of suicide is from demons and devils. It's not your thoughts. You think it is but they are evil spirits who just want to kill you so they can take your soul.

Hell is fairy tale? NO, There are people who died and then came back to life. they say the same thing, they don't die really but travelled down to hell.

Someone had an overdosed and immediately his spirit started to sink under the ground into darkness, this went on and there were other spirits grabbing him downwards into darkness and he knew hew was going to hell, but he remembered that Jesus called him to be a pastor and He said to God " I still want to serve you". Immediately he saw a huge hand come down from up and grabbed him and pulled him up all the way back into his body. He jump into his body completely sober from drugs.

If you have no will to live, call on Jesus. You have problem because you don't seek God enough. Lack of prayers=lots of problems. But abundance of prayer life is full of confidence, joy and peace.

Try Jesus and you will know. I've been there and done that.

Call out Jesus in your own room. He will come He will. Trust Him.

Telling you the truth, suicide won't end your life. Surely you will not die but only to wake in hell..but if you call Jesus to save you, He will. After he saves you follow Him so you won't end up doing the same things that put you in those situation again. ok God bless...
 
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Fill yourself with Gods word and love Dom, pray to Jesus daily... God does all the work, just trust and believe that He will. Just checking on you friend.. God bless
 
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domdom32

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Hey guys thank you for everything that you said to me. i really appreciate it
you show me who God really was and how much he loves me. i did everything that you all told me and i was really happy, i don't know why. i think God give this feeling to me,a feeling of a happy person and wants to live.
i ask God to maintain this feeling inside me so i can move on. well guys i will not commit suicide anymore thank you very much, all of you are so awesome. i will continue to live next year.

maybe i'm just a little frustrated before because i still don't have a girlfriend and a job
i don't know why other guys can get a girlfriend easily, its like buying candies outside and it was so hard when it comes to me. same in getting a job. getting a girlfriend here in the Philippines is hard you know you have to court girls here. it's not as easy as dating in US i wish i live there but its okay i know God has plans for me as you all said. that's why i want to commit suicide before because people can get everything they want normally and easily but i can't. but it's okay i will just depend on God this time. it's God's turn to move my life.

God thank you for my friends here on christianchat
thank you because you put me here on this site were i can say all my sadness.
thank you because you never leave me when i'm sad
merry Christmas and happy new year God and to everyone here on christianchat
happy birthday Jesus Christ Amen
 
Feb 5, 2013
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Hey guys thank you for everything that you said to me. i really appreciate it
you show me who God really was and how much he loves me. i did everything that you all told me and i was really happy, i don't know why. i think God give this feeling to me,a feeling of a happy person and wants to live.
i ask God to maintain this feeling inside me so i can move on. well guys i will not commit suicide anymore thank you very much, all of you are so awesome. i will continue to live next y

maybe i'm just a little frustrated before because i still don't have a girlfriend and a job
i don't know why other guys can get a girlfriend easily, its like buying candies outside and it was so hard when it comes to me. same in getting a job. getting a girlfriend here in the Philippines is hard you know you have to court girls here. it's not as easy as dating in US i wish i live there but its okay i know God has plans for me as you all said. that's why i want to commit suicide before because people can get everything they want normally and easily but i can't. but it's okay i will just depend on God this time. it's God's turn to move my life.

God thank you for my friends here on christianchat
thank you because you put me here on this site were i can say all my sadness.
thank you because you never leave me when i'm sad
merry Christmas and happy new year God and to everyone here on christianchat
happy birthday Jesus Christ Amen

I'm so so so glad for you, my brother....wow...halleluahhhhhhhhhh !!!!! you're a very brave person. Even in your darkest hour ,you keep moving forward. That is the courage which came from the Lord. Don't worry about finding GF and job because the Lord will provide. He's not done with you yet. I knw the Lord will work for you in a mighty way in the future. Just keep on trusting Jesus !!!!! God bless brother Dom.